I'm happy to be alive, despite all the bad things that has happened.
We all experience bad things in life, and I believe they, too, are there to shape us into the persons we are today.
I want to make a piece of artwork, dedicated to my life. My past, my present and my future. And to do that, I'll need to recap and remember good as well as bad things. It'll be an emotional rollercoaster, honestly. But I think it'll be a good way of making up with the past. Kindof how some people decide to write a letter to get their emotions out, but doesn't send it...

And no, I'm not doing this to gain sympathy or acknowledgement. I have faith in myself and I know I will get on top of things eventually. But it's a method I haven't tried before and lately, I've been feeling lonely and sad, even though I have my beloved husband with me and quite a bit of wonderful online friends.
See, I have practically no family left. My grandmother on my father's side is the only person I talk to. Everyone else are either dead... or been cut out of my life either by their own or my choice.
My family on my husband's side is in the US, so I don't get to see them very often. And my real life friends have their own families now, with children, house, dog and car - the whole schibang. I don't envy them. I am happy for them. But I feel left behind. And there's nothing I can do about it right now.
I'm blocking in a lot of emotions and I need to get them out. My current webcomic project is helping a little, but it only takes everything to a... higher level?
I wish to be straight to the point, even if I have to offend to get there. Why I still adjust my own needs according to others', I have no idea. But I try not to.

So yeah, this is me... but that's not all I'll ever be.

.oO(Did that post make any sense at all? And what was the point of it?)

Commissions
Not that I'm drowning in requests *sarcastic laugh*, but once I'll have my life back on a smooth track, I'll finish the ones I have, accept more and be able to up my skills some more.
For now, though, I'm open for knitting commissions. Knitting helps me relax so it's a win-win situation. Just note me.